Okay so the dude I met at a certain 'overrated yet still fun...sometimes' club in DC called me tonight. I havent talked to him in a minute. & when I say minute I mean 'wow you still have this number?' kind of minute. He talked all the usual bull and hinted that he wanted to see me basically so I was bored & didnt have anything else to do so I figured why not. I was supposed to either be there or call him by 11:45. So while all this was going on I was texting 'X' [remember him? From what Lu calls higher education?] and I kinda would rather have been with him but I dont want him thinking I am free every weekend even if i am. Anyway the club dude didnt answer the phone when I called at 11 something.
Straight to voicemail. So I left a message. A decent one....& then I texted 'X' to come over. Long story short...that didnt happen either because when he got here I was STILL IN A LONG SLOW ASS LINE AT TACO BELL!! On top of that 'club guy' calls me while I am in the line to tell me basically that I stood him up and didnt call him which is more of the normal bullshit from him. I know he got my damned message. He is one of those I am never wrong types.
Now to the point of this.
Should I feel bad for having 3 options [2 of which think I only talk to them] and hanging/going out with other people when I really like 'X' and he is the only 1 I really wanna talk to?
Im confused. Typing this out helped in my confusion.